ok. so this is well overdue i know, but at least i'm finally getting round to posting. since last i posted, loads has happened, and im not quite sure where to start.

easter went as expected, argument after argument with my parents about jobs and money, the only one actually giving a damn about how i was doing was my brother. as a consequence of all the shit i've been through with my parents this year, i have, perhaps for the time being, cut all ties with my parents, which has unfortunately left me without the ability to contact my brother until term starts again and i can get hold of him at his semi-boarding school.

for those of you who don't know, i went through some problems with my health between november and february (i'm not going to get into what, but it was not fun), combined of course with the incessant drinking and general laziness when it comes to work, i have done badly this year. having failed to get at least half my assignments in, i now have a month to sort it all out, or i'll fail the year, which kinda scares me.

currently, i am still in lampeter, but am homeless, jobless and moneyless; as for my love life, that also went through the rocks, as i finally gave up with ben and went through some shit with a couple of guys, but as my life seems determined not to entirely screw me over: for nearly the past month now, i have been blissfully happy (apart from the weekend i spent moping, for which i apologise to everyone i saw in london), courtesy of the wonderful greco-londoner now in my life, without whom i would not still be afloat. i did spend the weekend in london recently, and took the chance to see friends, but not everyone i am afraid, to those of you i didn't get the chance to see, i'm sorry, to those of you i did, but was kinda distant with, it was good to see you all, next time i'll try not to be so depressing.

don't really know what else to say but yeah, that's what's happening in a nut shell really, if you want to know details, give me a bell, the only thing i don't wanna talk about is the health issue.

peace out,

vicki